Daily Trixie

• 10:17 Our dog is the cutest in the world; many morns she conveys she’d like me to turn new age music on in the bedroom for her to enjoy. #
• 13:49 I just finished a surprise call to my wanker, just as though I were a real girlfriend! Now to send him my invoice . . . #
• 17:12 Uploading the last chunk of my members-only update and about to dig into some beans & chips & teluhvizuhn. #
• 19:01 Totally had to fall asleep after dinner. Unfortunately sirens woke me up; nasty, NASTY firework season. #
• 20:39 Did some research, started doing some housework, now I’m going to brush the dog as long as she’ll let me. #
• 21:30 Spending some time ogling all of our promo galleries; makes me feel proud of our work. And wonder why we’re broke, but yeah. #
• 21:58 Sometimes I look at Delia and think, "my god — my girlfriend looks like a motherfucking movie starlet." #
• 22:36 Listening to royalty free music on a cool site: incompetech.com/ (found via my friend’s porn site trailer: katvixen.com ) #
• 22:42 Puttering around the house together at night w/all windows open is giving me a tremendous feeling of well-being & contentedness. #

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• 05:50 OMG it’s not even 6 am and I can’t fall back to sleep. Mosquito bite, chirping birds, headache, hunger and light all conspire against me. #
• 10:57 Had some caffeine, a luna bar and a tylenol and fell back to sleep on the couch. Would like to keep sleeping, but have shows to do. #
• 11:49 Reading up again on side effects of Clomid since I am having a bit of a hard time. Going to have to keep lights down during show: headache. #
• 12:24 I’ve been so constipated lately (another clomid side effect?) that every little rabbit turd I’m able to squeeze out feels like a coup. #
• 12:57 4 minutes to showtime and I’m feeling sultry. #
• 14:27 Had a fairly pleasant low key show with a terrific orgasm (in spite of the repeated "deeper! DEEPER!" commands from the peanut gallery). #
• 15:25 Researching potential rentals for good shoot locations. Getting very hungry. #
• 23:18 Letting my imagination run wild with potential cool development for our site members. Not a sure thing, but it would make people happy. Me 2 #
• 23:41 So I need to call it a night now; would have been to finish my update for members, but I promise the diversion will be better if pans out. #

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• 10:24 Too many dreams about electrical fires & flooding, but still I slept heavier than I have in weeks. Very good. #
• 11:40 Read some Rumi while I ate my breakfast. Going to edit photos now for members. There will be pee. Peeing standing up, no less! #
• 12:54 My machine is very bogged down working with these gigantical photos while my brain is bogged down looking at my high-res cellulite. #
• 13:15 Going to attempt nude sunbathing; must find way to shield self from neighbors. #
• 13:57 I am so pale that it only took about ten minutes naked outside to develop warm pinkness. Now getting ready for lunch & a Delia shoot. #
• 15:16 Struggling to find/decide on new gallery/save settings for larger pictures. My machine is struggling, too. Need to reset, I think. #
• 16:14 Getting really irritated at picky annoying time-consuming detail work of comparing a billion different settings for photos. I want 2 b DONE! #
• 16:22 I need to step away from the computer. Pics taken in forest w/ lots of detail & different shades of green = GIANT file sizes. #
• 16:36 Why am I still sitting here?!? Dammit . . . I need to stop worrying about this. I just hate taking so long to get one goddamned thing done. #
• 16:51 Delia knows & loves me so well; she brought home nectarines. Mmmmm! Love the smell. Going outside to eat one in the sun now. #
• 18:38 FYI: my girlfriend looks motherfucking ADORABLE. Heading out for a shoot. Keep fingers crossed that our location will be deserted. #
• 20:29 Back from our outdoor shoot with ant bites & allergies, but it was all worth it (I hope; haven’t downloaded the pics yet). #
• 20:48 Delia’s making a delicious enchilada soup. The dog & I are hovering around her in the kitchen begging for scraps of chicken. #
• 23:02 Going to watch some Deep Space Nine & go to sleep "early". FYI: I have not replied to ANY email lately so don’t feel bad/take it personally. #

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• 09:31 Woken up an hour too early by Dell calling at fucking 9 am about extending a warranty. Grrrrrr . . . need to unplug phone at night. #
• 09:39 I wish I had a Robert Mitchum movie laying around I could masturbate over. #
• 13:18 Doing the bathe ‘n shave in prep for an outdoor shoot we’re attempting. #
• 14:17 Okay — we’re off! Wish us luck that no one catches me flashing my beaver outside. #
• 16:03 Back home. I think we might have been spotted by a lady with a beard & golden retriever. Time for dinner. #
• 16:16 It’s been two months or so since we ate out while in town so we’re going to go get some mexican food from our amigos. #
• 17:39 Trying to free up space on a hard drive to make room for pics we shot today; really need to get more storage. #
• 20:49 2 pretty photos from our new camera & some of my early midlife crises processing: tinyurl.com/468fj8 #
• 21:16 Going for a walk, just the two of us (leaving the dog at home). #
• 22:22 Back from our walk. I’ve got sweat rolling off my back. I never used to sweat rivers like this; is it from drinking more water? Or my fat? #
• 22:52 We’re going to the store for some soup. I need to suck down some hot salty broth. #

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• 10:41 Can barely lower my ass onto toilet seat after exercise yesterday; thighs are swollen jello. Kind of hot, actually . . . swollen jello. #
• 10:52 Wishlisting books about night & low-light photography. #
• 12:02 Started our day with more "basics of taking pictures with real cameras" lessons. And cookies. #
• 12:04 I need to figure out how to syndicate feeds and/or run headlines on a site without wordpress-reliant widgets, etc. My groin is tense. #
• 12:37 Took a b vitamin to try to help my brain. Now I’m going to take a nice, hot, magnificent shower. #
• 13:55 Revamped my daily, weekly & monthly goals. Going to get some stretchy exercise now. #
• 15:15 If my distractability were 2-3 times worse than recently I would need to be institutionalized. It (& companion issues) is seriously bad. #
• 20:40 Taking the dog and the new camera for a walk. #
• 21:34 Our new camera? Fucking awesome. It even FEELS more pleasurable to shoot — it’s so snappy and real/mechanical sounding. #
• 22:06 Ooohing & aaaahing over pictures we took with the D300 — fucking incredible. The pollen on the poppies, the grain of wood, our dog . . . #
• 22:39 Darn — not sure if I am going to be able to get to my niteflirt callbacks; pleasant surprise that people are scheduling them, though. #
• 23:53 Annoyed by how little interest Holly Madison shows in boxing. Stop tossing your platinum locks to and fro, doll, and pay attention! #

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• 09:45 Barely awake after exhausting night of super-active dreaming. SOY cams seem to have disconnected at some point so logging those back in. #
• 10:01 Brewing some tea & restructuring my weekly goals into monthly. #
• 11:09 Going to get some fresh air and exercise. Will try to remember to breathe in a conscious way instead of holding my breath. #
• 11:20 Scratch that. Going to stay home because it *looks* like our new camera is out on our town’s streets making its way here!! Need to sign 4 it #
• 11:42 Reading about neurofeedback for treating ADD, anxiety, etc. Depending on cost I might give it a try. #
• 11:46 Oops, meant to say biofeedback, not neurofeedback. #
• 11:51 Nevermind: neurofeedback is a type of biofeedback. And no matter how you slice it, ritalin is way cheaper. #
• 12:51 I may not have won "Gas for Life" or any "Pepsi Stuff" but I did enjoy eating an apple outside in the sun today so I’m still a winner. #
• 13:54 Picked out and posted some new galleries on trixie.com. My fave is the footjob in the hay. #
• 13:57 Yay! Pap test came back negative (good) AND hpv test came back negative which is actually a big surprise (a good one). Yay immune sys! #
• 14:31 Ohhhh my goodness. Trying to do "slowrobics" and could only make it halfway. Because I’m slooooooooooower than slow. #
• 15:15 Squeeee! Our new Nikon D300 just arrived. We’re lovingly unpacking it, charging batteries, oohing and aahing. #
• 16:05 Going to have a late lunch, watch some Entourage while we consume our food and then dig into learning about our camera (if battery charged). #
• 19:00 Ordered another battery and the special battery grip thingy for our camera. Watching a dvd that came with it. Because we are dorks. #
• 20:17 Had some coffee because my brain was Phhhhft. Going to the store now for (gulp) cookies. The kind with the chocolate swirls on top. BAD! #
• 01:24 Fiddled around with my keyboard for awhile then fantasized about custom clothing. I am a slob. Need new clothes/uniform that fit(s) me. #

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• 11:36 Long sigh . . . our cable is down again. On the phone AGAIN. Sorry most cams will be down during this problem. #
• 11:50 Cute. After sitting on hold for a long time TWICE, I ultimately was disconnected by their CMS both times. Hope it comes back up soon. #
• 12:05 Okay, we’re back up to capacity again. Cams back to normal, life going on. Hope this means we got our downtime done for the week. #
• 15:11 How did it arrive at 3:10 pm so quickly? Hmm. At least I finally got my promos finished, fixed/re-finished & mailed out. Hope they work. #
• 15:40 Ummmm, okay. Looking at someone’s copycat version of my site design. Guess that will urge me to finish the new design. Sigh. #
• 16:10 Had a little turkey sandwich for lunch; now have errands, chiefly getting $200 overcharge taken care of (bought $20 item, rang up $20+$200). #
• 18:23 I’m a dork; it totally soothes me to buy/sift through/touch shiny, polished rocks. Glad my errands are done. Reading some photography tuts. #
• 19:33 Woops! Forgot I was cooking rice, sat back down to work, & totally burned it. Good thing the dog howled or I might’ve burnt the house down. #
• 21:30 Finally watched "Secret Lives of Women" porn stars episode featuring Buck Angel — so awesome on so many levels. #
• 21:36 Need to reset my machine; it’s hanging up/acting lame. Might edit some video so don’t be surprised if WebWhoreHQ cam is down. #
• 21:39 Quick sentimental tears brought on by an email from a fellow webwhore and another from one of my early phone sex guys. Feeling love/d. #
• 23:25 Time to take my clomid and hit the sheets. Think this shit gives me even wackier dreams than usual. Wish I could have dreamless sleep. #
• 01:06 Will I ever tire of watching Mike Tyson’s Greatest Hits? Doubtful. Need to go to sleep soon, though. #

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• 09:19 Was going to attempt to stay off of computer this morning until after I’d done other things, but ummm . . . I haven’t quite managed that. #
• 11:38 On my way to get a massage. Neck & back & heart & head will be much happier. #
• 13:48 Just got back from my massage where I of course shocked the hell out of her when asked what I do for a living. It’s hard to resist telling. #
• 13:49 Delia made me a delicious post-massage lemony beverage with mint and green tea and love. Going to enjoy it away from the computer. #
• 16:46 Just got back from the store where I procured turkey, etc. for club sandwiches. And my god, my body feels SO MUCH BETTER after massage. #
• 17:45 Goddammit — we keep missing the end of the fights because I forget I have to record the shows *after* the fights to get the end of them. #
• 21:20 Working on promo galleries. I know, it seems like I’m *always* working on promos. Problem is I worry they’re not good enough & never finish. #
• 23:01 Post-massage soreness means that I feel like someone brutally kicked me while I was down from head to toe . . . but in a good way! #
• 00:49 Started more than I planned to, will finish (for real!) tomorrow. Need to eat now. My ass is falling asleep, by the way. Too. Much. SITTING! #

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• 09:58 Still have a song playing in my head from my dream. Thinking of all the special ways to make today count. #
• 12:28 Mix made for my show, fresh tape in the camcorder, Rx picked up, massage appt. made for tomorrow. Time for a quick bath & shave. #
• 14:09 Had a great Orgasm during show. When I opened my eyes saw a message in chat from "Josh": "average at best". Way to ruin a climax. #
• 14:22 Going to reset my machine, have some lunch, then work on posting video for members. #
• 16:45 Finished posting video for members & now time to get ready for another show. Sleepy from period; wonder if I can squeeze in 30 min. nap. #
• 20:39 Delia just got sad news that her grandma died. I’m glad I got to meet her once. #
• 21:21 Watched some boxing and now we’re going to go take the dog for a walk. #
• 22:49 Our walk was awesome & especially fun because we just BARELY missed being cut off by the high tide (it was going out/no real danger). #
• 23:33 I should be getting ready for bed but I got sidetracked lusting over pics & vids of big booty latinas. #

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• 09:56 Dreamt of big black cloud sweeping over us w/ snow & sudden ice. My mom & I trying to rescue birds; she made mistake w/powerful hair dryer. #
• 10:46 Taking a cam down so I can edit some video. #
• 10:55 Seattle area people: Delia & I are planning to do the Pride parade on 6/29 if anyone wants to meet up with us. Still planning/details later. #
• 11:51 While vid processes I need to get ready for our trip to Seattle for nephew’s 2nd bday party. Present wrapping, showering, etc. #
• 12:12 Supposed to start taking clomid again tomorrow yet doc hasn’t phoned in rx. Just discovered most of our SOY cams are down too. Pooo! #
• 12:44 Praise the Lord & Hallelujah! I just took a shit and found three tampons in my luggage, etc. This calls for a celebration . . . #
• 13:51 Yay! Finished rendering vids in time to upload them while we’re gone. Put on my "positively speaking" bracelet to remind self not to be ass. #
• 13:52 And the bracelet so far isn’t working. Switching it to other wrist & starting fresh after whining I look like a fat little dumpling of shit. #
• 13:59 Okay; heading out the door in a moment. Probably won’t be home until late tonight. Looking forward to hugging Mr. Squishypants. #
• 23:56 Just got back home. Barely missed the 9 pm ferry; had to wait for the 10. Tired. Shows tomorrow & beginning of another batch of Clomid. #

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