Daily Trixie

• 08:15 It’s totally morning, but I’m a good sport about it and have chat scheduled in 45 minutes / at 9 pacific for our members. #
• 08:30 Looking at the pics just downloaded from last night. Thinking I need the help of an endocrinologist. #
• 08:34 I could stand a couple more hours of sleep; dreaming of using a long rusty spikey pole to beat, stab & kill a bad man is so tiring. #
• 09:36 Me, in chat, re: my "look" on cam this morning: "I look like a nerdy lesbian grandma". It’s not reeling in the viewers, let me tell you. #
• 10:43 twitpic.com/9lti – Doesn’t this camsnap say "nerdy lesbian grandma"? yeah, I thought so. I also like banana bread. #
• 10:54 Sending "Spaced" back to Netflix; it was likable, just not enough to make us want to watch it. Need more Star Trek. Always more Star Trek. #
• 10:56 Speaking of shows, is Entourage Season 4 all about making fun of people (heavy mature women, trannies, etc.)? If so, going to be unhappy. #
• 11:19 Editing pics we took last night. Like some things about them, but my puffy bloat is saddening me. #
• 11:47 Dark, candid black & white shots of Julia’s bare foot: tinyurl.com/64u2jy #
• 14:12 My period finally started. Just in time for news flash in 45 minutes. Going to take a bath, try to get in a bloody shoot. #
• 18:53 90 minute chat session w/members coming up, uploading a new gallery for them too, & my period? Not really taking off . . . #
• 23:42 Super sleepy, waiting for my members-only vlog to upload so I can finish posted update and go to bed. #
• 23:53 It’s hard for me to look forward to going to a wedding in summer on my heavy flow/cramps day. Hello, tomorrow! I’m talking to YOU! #

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• 10:00 Since my google image search for "jill biden naked" returned no accurate results, I guess it’s time to get on with my workday. #
• 11:16 Towards having at least 1 page on all my domains, my morning project was putting this up & a 404 page: fuckyoufeminist.com/ #
• 13:11 Had a chat using my hot laptop. Now time for non-meat meatballs w/masala sauce and then a shower before News FLASH. #
• 18:30 It’s been six weeks since my last period. I’d like to think that makes me pregnant, but it’s just meant a month of shitty hormones/PMS. #
• 19:38 Whoah! One of my machines just went crazy/blue-screened. #
• 20:30 Our chatroom is dead. Going to try to do a shoot before bed since I don’t like the content I have stashed or can’t post 4 other reasons. #
• 23:19 Clarification/apology from me: tinyurl.com/5s8d2m #
• 23:21 Need to have a snack and get some sleep. And remember to take off my eye makeup; I’ve got a clogged tear duct or something that’s inflamed. #

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• 09:53 Cramps woke me up in the middle of the night, yet my period didn’t start. My body is so out of whack. #
• 10:10 Outdoor shoots are not going to happen today, partly because of the weather & partly because I’m bloated beyond belief. #
• 11:07 The need to poop rescued me from a conversation on the phone with my mom that was just reaching that way-too-long mark. #
• 11:36 Picking up where I left off months ago on the dolljob video. Soooo hate vid editing. Going to try to make some cheesy music, too. #
• 11:47 Ugh. Knew I shouldn’t have picked up phone; welcome to the guilt chasm. My mom doesn’t mean to, but it’s like a fucking icepick to my heart. #
• 12:11 Hate the vicious circle of guilt making me act like an asshole making me guiltier & more of an asshole. I feel like hot, tear-stained shit. #
• 12:50 If my period would start I might feel some relief from insane hormones. A handful of Xanax might be MORE of a relief, though, if I had some. #
• 16:15 Wah, wah, wah: tinyurl.com/6nb3gj in which I whine about my troubles. #
• 16:44 Going to do some errands, including shopping for wrapping paper which always annoys & simultaneously delights me. #
• 18:45 People! "Born in the USA" isn’t a fucking smiley-ass, flag-waving, pep-ralley song. #
• 19:07 Is it my imagination or does my poop smell more rank when I’m having emotional problems? Is tweeting about my poop an emotional prob itself? #
• 20:07 Obama’s speech was good but they needed bigger, better, and more explosively impressive fireworks! Step it up, Dems! #
• 20:29 So how hot is Joe Biden’s wife, eh? That babe is a website waiting to happen . . . #
• 21:52 I reek of delicious creamy lotions after slathering them on my body after hot, soothing bath. Mountain Ocean Skin Trip + Alba Papaya Mango. #

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• 08:22 We’re going to try to make today our day off for the week. Except for a few work things we might do. Just a few! Breakfast time now . . . #
• 09:47 Time for a fresh, thick, juicy pair of contacts. #
• 10:15 Woops. I’m working. I should pretend every day is a day off bc it clarifies 4 me which work I really want to do @ the moment when off limits #
• 11:29 Slightly altered the design on web-whore.com but it took forever (& the code is a mess; wish I could hire someone to CSS it for me). #
• 12:14 My email problem *may* be solved . . . maybe. Still testing. Need to make a call or two. So my day off will feel productive! #
• 13:28 Super hungry, but have no interest in preparing anything to eat. Or even eating already prepared food. If there were some at hand. #
• 14:29 Doing housekeeping wearing a black velour boa, polar fleece sweatshirt, and stained, high-waisted old-lady sweat pants. And pigtails. #
• 15:17 Going to go out for lunch (unusual these days), grocery shop, and pick out a wedding present for our friends. #
• 17:25 I wish my mom would not answer her phone when she’s driving. Scares the shit out of me. #
• 18:16 Going through clothes we haven’t shot in yet, putting together ensembles that might be suitable for outdoor shoots. #
• 18:50 Left a pissy comment on this CNET piece defending Mad Men character impostors on twitter: tinyurl.com/5mqy2m #
• 18:51 Ok, YES, sometimes that shit is funny & I follow a couple impostors, but I’m still ethically opposed to it. We aren’t ENTITLED to those id’s #
• 19:28 I need to stop getting myself into trouble and watch some Project Runway. #
• 00:44 We had some fuck and now pubes are stuck together. Now it’s time for some cereal made from wholesome heirloom grains! #

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• 08:04 Members: I’ll be in chat in an hour, then later hosting "News FLASH!" at 3 pacific / 6 eastern. #
• 08:18 I need some engrossing PLEASURE reading for escape on the order of Sarah Waters: nothing *too* smart, depressing, comical: EASY ESCAPE. #
• 09:06 Guessing in my morning state of orange polar fleece & looking (only looking) like a sick, bedridden old woman people don’t want to chat w/me #
• 09:08 In a way that’s cool because I can catch up on a few feeds in my google reader. FYI: I never wake up in the AM & think "I want to be NAKED!" #
• 09:11 Love this post from Mistress Matisse re: her first kiss: tinyurl.com/kissmatisse #
• 10:08 twitpic.com/93sb – Morning chat’s over, but this is the hotness you missed on my laptop spycam. #
• 10:18 Got to get out of the house for some fresh air & exercise. Still can’t send emails. Be back in an hour or two . . . #
• 10:55 Pushed back the exercise plans for later tonight; spent more time on the phone re: email problem (still not fixed). #
• 13:22 Stupid library was closed so went used-book shopping and scored Natsuo Kirino’s _Grotesque_-so excited!!! Saving it, though. YA fantasy 1st. #
• 13:25 Speaking of grotesque, just saw a yellowjacket hunched over, rocking, intently sucking down squashed snail remains. #
• 15:04 Putting a new strap on my goggles and sitting in the chatroom. #
• 15:10 Hmm. Wonder if the seal on these will even work. I hate getting water in my eyes when I’m wearing contacts/need to be able to see. #
• 15:15 Sometimes I wonder . . am I possibly dumber than a box of rocks? Totally feels like it at times. Not to trivialize the dumbness of rocks… #
• 15:25 I’m going to shave my head and wear nothing but rubber swim caps. WATCH ME! They look very fetching on me. #
• 16:06 twitpic.com/954q – My new look (note: the thick, white cap is much more appealing on me). #
• 16:59 It’s been forever since I went swimming at a pool; how does it work? What are the rules/routines? I get nervous about these things. #
• 20:16 How is it 2008 and I never managed to learn how to properly make an animated .gif? Like I said, box of rocks. Blog entry back in draft mode. #
• 20:40 Who won the war in our Netflix queue: Dexter or Deep Space Nine? tinyurl.com/5e7all #
• 21:39 After a pleasant call with my wanker, I’m ready for bed. My long-lasting PMS is really making me sleepy. #

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• 08:16 I dreamt that Buck Angel was playing with my boobs and it felt very, very good. #
• 08:32 Members: I’ll be in chat at noon Pacific, 3 Eastern today: www.spyonus.com/members/SpyCams.htm #
• 08:34 There’s something really fishy going on in our checking account. 1st overdrawn & couldn’t account for it, now an inexplicable wire deposit. #
• 08:42 For the record, I pretty much NEVER fuck up keeping track of money. I’m very anal about it. And unexpected wire transfers? That’s bananas. #
• 09:05 WAMU: when did you decide to make it impossible to talk to a human on the phone? Trying not to want to shoot myself: more calls to make. #
• 09:07 I know I should be really excited in a happy way about having surprise money wired to me, but with other weirdness it makes me nervous. #
• 09:10 Going to have some breakfast and try to put my mind in a better space/not think negatively that I will be wasting hours today on stupid shit #
• 10:00 Audio will be off in WebWhoreHQ while I’m making calls, including one to my splendid psychiatrist who I’ve not seen in years. RITALIN NOW! #
• 10:31 On phone with cable company about weird email problem; 21 minutes & counting, but the guy is helpful even if he made me jump through hoops. #
• 10:36 Being blocked bc of my porno domains, so my biz acct manager will call back to get me on a different mail server so it won’t happen again. #
• 10:36 I know you imagine it wouldn’t bother me, but I do feel embarrassed/naked having to tell them those domains/have them look at them. #
• 12:01 Chat is in session! Playing the world’s dorkiest music because it makes me so happy & I desire a load of jolly energy. #
• 12:26 Still no call back from acct manager. I wonder if he’s taking all this time to "research" my sites . . . need this problem fixed pronto. #
• 12:30 Confession: I’m taking screenshots of cool non-porn people following me on twitter while alone in chat. To make me feel cooler than I am. #
• 15:14 Ahh, the mysterious wire deposit was from my promo of Fully Clothed Pissing: tinyurl.com/5wfr7o #
• 17:03 It took 27 minutes on the phone with them, but I got an $85.21 credit on my phone bill for INSANE >$1 minute rates on calls I made to … #
• 17:12 It’s after five pm and I’ve given up hope that my email problem will be solved today. Grrrr . . . #
• 17:55 Seeing the Navajo Codetalkers @ the DNC made me cry. I couldn’t have said "justice for all" in their faces, though. #
• 19:13 Hung out in chat for awhile while we watched parts of the DNC; now getting ready to go to AA & Alanon meetings. #
• 21:28 Assessment of my first Alanon meeting: my mom was so fucking right. Still, there were redeeming qualities. #

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• 08:30 I’m awake, and that’s all I have to say about that. Today is show day. My period still hasn’t started but I’m 99% sure I’m not pregnant. #
• 08:42 Gahhhhh! So tired of being constipated the past few days; can barely squeeze out pellets and little round turdlets. VERY unsatisfying. #
• 09:33 Had some breakfast; now it’s time to tidy up WebWhore Headquarters. #
• 10:10 Either someone’s trying to hack into my bank account or some dumb bitch with same name as mine doesn’t know it’s not her username. Tis MINE! #
• 10:18 Rock on! Who do I have to thank for letting me finally have a worthwhile bowel movement? I feel ten pounds lighter. OK! Maybe seven! #
• 11:18 Nice. 4 once I try to respond to a fan’s email & when I try to send it? I get some error message like "reject content". Agh! Stymied again! #
• 11:38 Wrote & sent out a newsletter to my members, past & present. If you’re not one but want to read it, it’s here: tinyurl.com/5xfwk6 #
• 11:45 I have to get ready for a show, but I sure am hungry . . . need to eat or I’ll get a headache, making orgasm difficult/painful. #
• 14:23 Sleepy, a little hungry, and otherwise feeling pleasant post-show/orgasm. #
• 14:25 Somebody remind me tomorrow that I need to make the necessary calls & appointments to go back on Ritalin. NEED to. #
• 14:27 But now I need to get up from the computer & stop staring, mesmerized by images of my own ass on my monitor. #
• 14:31 Delia’s only on her 3rd day of hormones & OH MY GOD, her nipples are already changing & it’s making me CRAZY HORNY! #
• 16:21 Sorry folks; I cannot seem to reply to email today. Getting errors. Will call tomorrow (making 3 annoying tech phone calls I have to make). #
• 16:27 Sometimes I love our dog so much it makes me cry. Or maybe that’s just pms. Also, I hate stepping on snails. Rain makes it hard to avoid. #
• 18:55 Read Delia’s exciting news here: tinyurl.com/6ejl7b #
• 19:16 ATTN: "ANCHOR" – getting errors when I try to send email but will try to give advice after show; might be too tired though. #
• 19:23 Disappointed: just realized my rechargeable vibe wasn’t charging since charger was unplugged. Was looking forward to that in show . . . #
• 20:05 Feeling totally exhausted, but the good news is that my vibrating dildo is charged enough to vibrate (for how long, I don’t know). #
• 20:28 Going to wear a somewhat frumpy ultra-feminine nightgown for my show. With pleats above bust. For that GIGANTIC look. #
• 20:50 Feeling inspired to put on a totally bizarre, oddball "show", but hate to do that without taping it/not enough time to clean heads/load tape #
• 23:36 I cannot get enough Mad Men. Oh, Peggy . . . sweet, smart, striving Peggy. I cry inside and out for you. #

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• 10:44 Delia & I did some meal planning for the next few days. Reading about Obama picking Biden as his runningmate: woohoo! #
• 11:33 Writing an email to family with some of our drama in it so they know what’s up. #
• 11:46 Getting really frustrated trying to respond to my mom’s request for help picking out a laptop for her. Which she should not have/she’ll HATE #
• 12:37 Neighbor insanity continues; her abusive BF who has NO BUSINESS even walking PAST our house did. To dump yard waste in brush. #
• 12:38 This isn’t even the border BETWEEN our houses, it’s on the OTHER side of our house/nowhere near their house. Stay. Out. Of. Our. Yard!!! #
• 12:48 Wish me luck walking by their house; I can’t NOT get exercise just because I’m afraid of another altercation. Fucking shitholes. #
• 14:41 Going to call the cops. The idiot didn’t just dump yard waste, but also plastic. #
• 14:54 Instead of fucking them with a 911 call, left a message with the officer who is familiar with all of their bullshit/we’ve talked to before. #
• 14:58 Good news: on my walk I took advantage of surprise opportunity to tour old WWII era underground naval command center. Gutted, but AWESOME!! #
• 15:24 Craziness! We’re going to eat at the table instead of in bed! What is the world coming to? #
• 16:06 I’m way overdue for a hot, steamy shower and lather in my hair. Going to remedy that now. #
• 17:19 About to fill out schedule for hyperchat week. Members: write me if a specific time/day are best for you. Going to take Wed & Thur OFF tho. #
• 21:37 Working on little things needed to bring trixieshouseboy.com/weblog/journal.html up to date & worth visiting. #

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• 08:29 Ugh . . . had a really freaky dream last night: rapist in a clown mask that we unwittingly rescued from drowning & went on to do more evil. #
• 09:05 Put up a few new porn galleries on trixie.com I always love cute bottoms clad in sheer fabric. #
• 10:26 Tea & apples for bfast & finished reading _Tacoma Confidential_. So sad, but made me miss living there. #
• 12:08 Interrupted editing pics to write a post about what that process entails: tinyurl.com/6dbyhu #
• 12:10 Oh, I decided to stay home and work instead of going with Delia to her laser appt. Going to have some naughty top ramen for lunch. #
• 14:07 SHIT!! Just realized I let a contract get buried on my desk for two weeks that needs to be mailed back. I am a dumb ass. #
• 15:04 Going to the bank, to get more data cables, and possibly for a walk. #
• 15:39 Came home w/o walk bc as I left, had small confrontation w/neighbor’s daughter IN OUR YARD again. Long story but didn’t want to be gone long #
• 15:47 Taking notes/documenting everything that was said. Makes me really sad for that girl & nervous for us that her mom is a fucking crazy bitch. #
• 16:21 It’s weird how if you photoshop/blur out the face of someone you’ve know forever, you can still see their face in the picture’s blank spot. #
• 17:55 We have some sad, fucked-up shit going on in our lives right now. That’s all I feel like I can say about that. Been bawling. #
• 17:55 Don’t worry, though. It could be worse. We’ll be all right. But above all, don’t ask me to talk about it. #
• 02:51 Fell asleep at some crazy early hour like 10:30 and now we’re both awake, having a hard time falling back to sleep. #

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• 09:00 Been up for an hour; on a less-is-more sleep trend past week. Hoping to submit a promo all over before getting ready to go to Seattle. #
• 09:28 Fucking HELL. About 1 million fixes, uploads, changes, etc. I need to make to get this promo even close to done/effective: stressed,plodding #
• 09:35 Awesome. Now I broke the signup links on one of Delia’s join pages. I’m really doing a GREAT job with improvements. >scowl< #
• 10:17 Mistake fixed. Packing laptop, etc. in new backpack, exploring pockets. Going to try to log in a spycam & maybe chat while on ferry. #
• 11:07 Skipped shower & had whore’s bath so I’d have time to finish submitting this Delia gallery to 300+ sites: tinyurl.com/5enwue #
• 11:09 Just read something awesome from one member that erased bad taste from passive agressive feedback I got night before last from another. #
• 11:12 Kicking myself. I fucked up one link (the stupid 2257 link) on the gallery so now it was/will be rejected by a bunch of sites. #
• 13:27 Finally got online on the ferry; webcam up, in members-only chatroom. #
• 13:33 Lame. Webcam disconnected/won’t reconnect now. Wonder if WSF (Washington State Ferries) WiFi blocks it? #
• 13:36 Uhhhh . . . what are you supposed to do online in public where people might see your monitor? Only so much tweeting I can do. #

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