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  • My belly (my preference) won out over my butt (@DeliaTS preference) for yesterday's nudie #potd : http://t.co/ieDPzEp3WO 10:23:39
  • Speaking of @DeliaTS, here's a nudie pic of her the other day right before we fucked: http://t.co/PqmoMaSsSG 10:26:51
  • My period started as I masturbated this morning. A little crampy & totally cozy. Shooting some solo stuff for http://t.co/IMNqY5wLer today. 12:28:57
  • There is a lot of blood circulating – buzzing & aching & swelling – in my pelvis & abdomen. I totally want to fuck & make a mess. 12:47:46
  • Shooting @DeliaTS masturbating just now I had to run & get off right away afterwards … watching a <2min clip of her cumming. 15:46:14
  • We need to make a "when you need to cum FAST" page for her members with short clips for people like me who like quickies. 15:47:02
  • @SophiaSylvan Yeah, it should be limited to a handful & hire someone else to do (to my specifications, of course). in reply to SophiaSylvan 16:14:05
  • I love you, @MamaLvsLipstick and I hope you and your loved one(s) get the care you all deserve soon. #NoMoreEmptyGestures for #veterans in reply to MamaLvsLipstick 22:07:12
  • If you want to do something, don't let other people's "it's so been done already"-yawning-snob faces stop you. 22:19:22
  • All the good stuff — fucking, eating, dancing, dreaming, loving — has been done. It doesn't have to be original to be worth doing. 22:20:45
  • Like … people slipping & falling down. It's totally been done and I *still* laugh at it EVERY TIME!! Farting during awkward silences, too! 22:22:42

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  • Been so long since she's been home; spending some cozy quality time with @DeliaTS #NewMoon #SpringMorning 10:48:47
  • This nonsensical anxiety attack bullshit is really wearing on me. Convinced I am having an asthma attack or some lung breathing problem. 14:04:54
  • So fucking embarrassing. I really think xanax would be better right now than devouring more of the cause of the problem: EMPTY CARBS SUGARS 14:08:52
  • It seems a counter-intuitive way to deal with an I CAN'T BREATHE & HEART IS POUNDING prob, but I know I should exercise when this happens. 14:13:02
  • @tantus Trying to buy a couple of grab bag things with your til Wednesday 50% off, but promo code not working. 9:30 pm Wednesday here. 21:32:56
  • Would you rather I post a nudie #potd that makes my BUTT the star of the picture or my BELLY the focal point? You decide … 21:38:52

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  • I just spontaneously imagined myself with thick blonde sideburns & a gold chain hanging in my chest hair. Sweet dreams on their way! 00:21:22
  • Fantasizing that guy I'm going to meet has a glass eye.
    Hazel.
    Custom. 00:46:42
  • Back to my regularly scheduled program of happy #pooptweets – just handed my heavy brown burden over to god, and feel so light & free now. 10:41:37
  • "If you think there is any 'thing' that is good, all of the time, in every scenario, then you’re not thinking very hard." – @AlignedandWell 12:25:57
  • Just for today, I will not call anyone a shit-sack. I will remember the power of detachment & communicating with love & patience. 12:38:21
  • I thought you were exaggerating & in half a second knew you weren't, @LightningAllie – I can't finish watching this right now. FUCK. in reply to LightningAllie 14:54:05
  • RT @LightningAllie: Sexiest video I have ever seen on the internet. Ever. https://t.co/Z7wfy9ElX6 15:01:06
  • I imagined YOU washing her gloved hands, @MissLucyOHara — and it was super super super hot. #hands #gloves #fetish #washing #erotic in reply to MissLucyOHara 15:04:56
  • My wife @DeliaTS came home & is trying on new lingerie I picked out for her. I need to fuck her brains out. NOW. 18:20:44
  • It's been far too long since I made @DeliaTS come with my mouth and hands . . . so sweet. 18:55:53
  • Cloaking the cam after broadcasting that fuck. Gonna watch some netflix or amazon prime somethingish & suck on popsicles. 19:02:09
  • Waiting for @DeliaTS to get back in bed; she's booking rooms for her Vegas trip; (award-winning site) flying her down. 21:59:04

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  • I just reread this & wonder why I would suggest people NOT read it: " http://t.co/5efIewI5np I recommend JUST LOOKING AT THE PICTURES…" 01:23:42
  • Also: I was so glad @DeliaTS called & misses me because I was just thinking I miss her but didn't want to bug her with another call. 01:26:21
  • Thinking with a smile on my face about a pivotal (in my life & our relationship) talk at Point Defiance almost 12 years ago with @DeliaTS . 02:25:09
  • There are people who can recall & recite what was said. I recall the quality of light, sitting on the ground by a hedge. And it was IT! 02:27:48
  • I remember in feelings, pictures & a few key words. I remember what it MEANT. I remember it was important. The gist in guts, heart & spirit. 02:30:52
  • A word-for-word transcript would fail to tell the story. Faith is the knowledge that passes between & is only understood by us. Words fail. 02:36:07
  • Yup, @Dowling1981 – you can read a little about @DeliaTS & I getting married here: http://t.co/b0IKZYbkpp in reply to Dowling1981 09:28:53
  • Oh, @Dowling1981 …now I see you were asking about 12 years ago 😉 @DeliaTS didn't marry me then … She held out a little longer hehe. in reply to Dowling1981 09:30:54
  • So yeah … Pretty much started masturbating upon waking this morning. One of the orgasms happened on our spycams. {closes curtains again} 09:32:47
  • Actually, @CybrJoe20 I'd rather every day began with a perfect servant turning on new age music & gently waking me by saying… in reply to CybrJoe20 09:50:27
  • "Let me sponge bathe your anus, Master Trixie … it's time for your massage. Here's your tea & something delightful to look at." 09:53:09
  • One person's Memorial Day post: http://t.co/ddsDcEkZKt 10:12:24
  • It is so weird to be a 10-years-"older woman" to a full-grown 31 year-old man. 10:21:17
  • Not really, @CybrJoe20 – I'm very particular about how my tea is made & my anus is bathed, and prone to fits of rage if improperly done. in reply to CybrJoe20 10:24:47
  • Hashtags for technical brainy things used primarily by people who don't speak English as 1st language. Future not bright for North Americans 10:33:10
  • RT @tainx_: #yesallwoman because when i'm raped it's considered 'theft' 10:38:02
  • RT @DrGloriaBrame: an old friend of mine, former military, once said the only reason he still wondered if there might be a God was the exis… 10:41:07
  • Foreplay for me can be watching someone approach, savoring feeling the distance slowly closing. It can also be a dick in my mouth. 10:46:02
  • The immediacy of the internet & mobiles degrades thought by making writing stuff FAST more important than quality, accuracy or kindness. 12:15:22
  • RT @4lisaguerrero: Because I routinely get sexually harassed online (including rape threats) after my investigations air.
    Male reporters d… 13:40:57
  • LOL @ someone downplaying rape threats by referring to them as "not respecting boundaries". Whatever. 13:46:09
  • @Elligirl this past year has been like a super sudden change for me with my skin/flesh noticeably showing age, too. in reply to Elligirl 13:50:11
  • @trubluedave I just noticed your (new?) pic! It is good to see your face 🙂 13:58:22
  • RT @AaliyahLove69: A random stranger is telling me he wishes I would die. And the response I will get is "just ignore trolls" #yesallwomen 14:38:44
  • RT @AaliyahLove69: “@WilsonPeterson1: @AaliyahLove69 If you don't want negative comments, don't be half naked online. It is your problem.” … 14:38:53
  • @Elligirl Thanks. I'm looking on the bright side that if I'm suddenly having a big hard time with it, I'll be over grieving about it sooner. in reply to Elligirl 16:15:12
  • These days what I worry about most re: meeting people from the interwebs in real life is that they'll have bad breath / yucky mouths. 18:00:23
  • So yeah, I think that demonstrates that I don't live in fear just because I acknowledge misogyny is real & huge & impacts all of us. 18:02:07
  • But just an fyi: the most scared I've ever been with a man in my bed was a beefy govt goon with a limp dick, & rapiest was YUP a cop. 18:04:23
  • I don't understand why so many reasonably intelligent people don't understand what is meant by "taboo" &/or "role play". 18:09:05
  • Note: when I say misogyny impacts all of us, I do not mean EQUALLY. Just like, yes … misandry is real & ugly, but come on. 18:33:14
  • When I was little, I watched my mom being raped. How many people have seen their dads being raped compared to moms? #YesAllWomen 18:44:41
  • Another note: I'm absolutely NOT saying that men aren't /can't be victims of rape, intimate violence, abuse &/or assault. 18:54:52
  • @AddyDrew2 many many children witness a sibling and/or mom or caretaker being raped. Other situations too make it less rare than you think. in reply to AddyDrew2 19:01:23
  • @AddyDrew2 and look at Sandusky … people saw him raping. in reply to AddyDrew2 19:03:21
  • @alendrel mostly yeah, but being in the porn industry I disagree. Barely, but still. Prbly wouldn't succeed w/o piggybacking misogyny though in reply to alendrel 19:06:59
  • @alendrel & yes, regs & laws against porn & sex work mostly impact women & other minorities, but policies r influenced by misandry, I think. in reply to alendrel 19:10:44
  • @alendrel I hear you & appreciate those arguments & think they're important 4 people to hear but think it's less clearly bounded than that. in reply to alendrel 19:14:22
  • @alendrel I think it's a semantic issue, like people who resist calling (ex.) ejaculating on someone's face "rape" because it's not piv. in reply to alendrel 19:21:18
  • @alendrel they are. Absolutely. Call me old-fashioned, but we need more words & in meantime not to disallow the imperfectly broad ones. in reply to alendrel 19:24:37
  • @alendrel also, defining things strictly by their largest systemic reach fails to recognize the power of communities & families. in reply to alendrel 19:27:00
  • @alendrel it is because I disagree with that logic that I still insist on identifying as a feminist in spite of some shitty ass things. in reply to alendrel 19:29:07
  • @alendrel if I were immersed in that shit, I probably would too. 😉 in reply to alendrel 19:31:02
  • @alendrel likewise! in reply to alendrel 19:32:38
  • @alendrel absolutely. Though for many fathers fighting to see & parent their children, that small turd is a devastating constant shitstorm. in reply to alendrel 19:35:22
  • @alendrel yes. I think feminism also means valuing individuals, families & communities at least as much as big systems & governments. in reply to alendrel 19:39:15
  • @alendrel yeah, that's why folks derailing yesallwoken w/ notallmen SUCK. In my timeline w/my audience I can afford to make concessions tho. in reply to alendrel 19:41:51
  • @alendrel exactly. I just don't think by *everyone* narrowing or reducing the meaning(s) & apps of words like misandry we do that better. in reply to alendrel 19:45:44
  • @alendrel no, but my brain will be sure to disappoint you eventually if said crush lasts any significant period of time. in reply to alendrel 19:48:35
  • @alendrel with my web presence & diverse audience, I try to make thing as accessible & relatable as possible without totally dumbing down. in reply to alendrel 19:52:03
  • @alendrel well, at the very least you have probably won the dubious honor of this being my longest Twitter discussion ever! in reply to alendrel 19:53:24
  • @alendrel oops … it's actually common for men to have been raped / sexually abused as kids & teens. Only rare to talk about it. in reply to alendrel 20:00:37
  • Maybe a lot of the insanity men spew is from resentment that they feel they can't talk about their own rapes & that they are bigger victims. 20:05:40
  • @alendrel college & the military. Unspoken don't ask, don't tell. Maybe we should include all the unreported, unheard rapes #MemorialDay in reply to alendrel 20:09:26
  • Military is biggest, most powerful trafficking organization(s) in the world. Recruiters in schools exploit kids, especially underprivileged. 20:12:17
  • @iam4stl2006 seriously fuck straight off, brainwashed simple-minded shit-sack. Stick your dumb assumptions about my patriotism up your ass. in reply to iam4stl2006 20:22:24
  • @iam4stl2006 the military has afforded us many many good things …. but MANY HORRIFIC ATROCITIES. And absolutely traffickers. in reply to iam4stl2006 20:26:35
  • @alendrel I'm a lover of ritual & many spritual & religious practices & willing suspender of disbelief-hope to start a church based on that. in reply to alendrel 20:34:45
  • I have to get off the Twitter now. 20:41:00
  • Memorial Day is probably the stupidest day to say it's unpatriotic to acknowledge that TEENAGERS have lost all under many false pretenses. 20:49:01
  • Remembering. It's still the opposite of forgetting, right? 20:50:14
  • FYI: I seriously considered joining up & it probably would have been great for me. My dad was in Korea, stepdad Army, brother Somalia etc. 20:57:28
  • My nudie #potd is from this morning's masturbation session: http://t.co/878bYeNp9l #selfie #nipple #bush 21:17:56
  • Whenever I stop compulsively wasting time & resources on one thing, I find three others to take its place. Annoyed by myself. 21:32:18

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  • Happy Pink Midnight . . . from my boobs to you: http://t.co/dpRmT4tOYC 00:09:14
  • Watching the DS9 do where Kira is trying to meditate & Bashir won't shut the fuck up. 00:48:42
  • RT @Ceilidhann: "Why aren't you smiling? Do you know what kind of message it sends when you don't smile? It makes you look like a bitch." #… 01:48:15
  • RT @trishasev: because dress codes are usually only intended to control how women dress and not men; bc men are not seen as objects #YesAll01:48:36
  • RT @virtusetveritas: #YesAllWomen b/c when I told a man he couldn't sit next to me he pulled me out of my chair and dislocated my hip. 01:49:17
  • RT @anarkitten: #YesAllWomen because I'm not a piece of your rib. I am my own individual, autonomous human being. 01:49:28
  • RT @shegeekshow: #yesallwomen because when dealing with sexual assault as a girl, all of the authority figures asked me what I had been wea… 01:49:40
  • RT @MissMxMr_mckink: I was threatened with exclusion from secondary school for throwing a chair a three boys who sexually assaulted me #Yes01:50:24
  • RT @HindustaniRani: #YesAllWomen because EVERY woman I know has been catcalled or nonconsensually touched or sexually assaulted or raped. E… 01:51:36
  • So fucking horny for myself, setting up camcorder for masturbation video, watching self & up skirt in viewfinder in long socks. 15:50:09
  • I'm *pissed* at the delays of setting up stuff, but enjoying the tease & denial of it. Haven't dressed for myself in a long time. 15:51:00
  • {{the spycams are NOT broadcasting this – it's private . . . for now}} 15:51:30
  • Oops . . . looks like I broke my blog/main free entry to my site by impetuously thinking I could update wordpress just by clicking a button. 17:40:11
  • And that is why I never used to do that. Hahahaha. 17:40:30
  • It's a pretty stupid day to throw money away, but I feel okay about it! Members area & all else still up: http://t.co/7qZNdelqBa 17:44:09
  • In this moment I feel that there is hope for me, since I've clearly made progress in conquering fears. Thanks to lots of help! #AnxietyFree 17:50:27
  • Hmmm . . . maybe the reason it failed is because I don't leave all my shit writable. Call me #OldFashioned. #chmod 17:55:21
  • Errrr … that's probably not it. I'm going masturbate some more and see if one of our minions fixes it while I jam. #PretendingIhaveMinions 17:57:42
  • Just remembered I took some Rhodiola, which would explain my current stressless frame of mind. 18:00:10
  • Thanks to @nakedhosting's excellent 24/7 support, problem SOLVED with no worries and next-to-no effort on my part. 18:12:07
  • Also thanks to @LightningAllie & others for helping me learn/accept it is both impossible and SILLY for me to try to do everything myself. 18:13:53
  • Three people it helps me the most to read via social media & their work: @SabrinaMorgan & @heathercorinna & @reptilegrrl #hopeful #goodness 18:29:03
  • Latest #guiltypleasure @netflix: I (almost) Got Away with It. 19:23:12
  • There's someone I want to ask how much it would cost per hour for her to be my quiet companion. Bring 1-page stories & lip gloss. 20:35:21
  • I'm seriously maybe over attempting "normal" friendships. Just want to pay people & be relieved of the bondage of "true friends always…" 20:37:29
  • I just want to be the lazy dirty old man lady who pays for/says "(exceeds 140 characters but not by much)". 20:42:19
  • Unfortunately this could easily be/sound like a weird / insulting / confusing / presumptuous proposition. Postponed until budget is larger. 20:45:36
  • Note: paying for friends is something I've been working towards for years now. 20:46:31
  • Yes, I want to go on a date pretending you're taking your old mom out for dinner, cut young honey-balls. 20:51:27
  • #seldie that didn't make the nudie #potd the other day http://t.co/0n64xv8MMz 22:12:38
  • I'm really glad I mistyped "selfie" in that hashtag. 22:36:31
  • I'd also like to be able to afford to have the space & money to support one (quiet-liking) artist-in-residence at a time periodically. 23:41:57

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  • Perfumey grapefruit & lady grey tea … the flavors & aromas are giving me shivers, they're so pretty together. 12:36:32
  • RT @ginger_nic: Man does something horrible to woman: "she should have been more careful!"

    Woman is careful: "why are you so paranoid!? It… 16:42:06

  • RT @KatWithSword: "Men are afraid that women will laugh at them. Women are afraid that men will kill them." @MargaretAtwood 16:42:20
  • Oh my goodness! @AmberLily is live during the DAYTIME! And doing a $5 gold show! http://t.co/cUlaouibzZ 16:51:37
  • Someone just bought our Cum Dripping Reverse Cowgirl, Busty Girls Blowjob, Sex in Stockings & Cosmo Vibing vids here! http://t.co/Ga4M5Dzt98 20:15:05
  • Thoughts of the late-night post-gym shower @DeliaTS & I took together recently just popped into my head to warm me up. 22:23:30

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  • I wish I had a sound mixer to turn off the birds, turn off the automobiles, & turn up the rain on the roof & rain on the trees & rain on … 09:21:13
  • RT @Captain_TheCat: #ThrowbackThursday – This is me not long after @AmberLily rescued me from the mean streets of Memphis as a kitten. http… 09:22:13
  • She has insomnia, is funny & mostly is on cam right now for the conversation: http://t.co/Hi3U2GqbUZ – making art on her wall LIVE. 09:38:04
  • Seriously, @AgentSexyHot is one of those rare massively authentic women you get the opportunity to interact with. She's the best internet. 09:43:35
  • Brain happily hung over from staying up really late making simple website on sweet domain I was surprised to score. Too offensive to link to 11:58:32
  • RT @gustav_roman: WHOEVER HAS RATED MOUSEHUNT BELOW FIVE STARS IS INSANE AND I WILL FIND YOU AND MAKE YOU REWATCH IT ITS REALLY GOOD 12:10:54
  • OMFG, @melissagira – reading that title just gave me my first LOL of the day. Like the "afterlife" "documentary" I watched on Netflix. in reply to melissagira 12:14:04
  • Jesus F Christ, the hysterical "fact" concoctions of the trafficking wankers are so fucking insane. Do something rational to improve world. 12:17:45
  • Get rid of statute of limitations on rape. Leave no rape test kit untested. Demand justice for real crimes. 12:23:31
  • Prosecute people like Sarah Palin who make victims pay for rape test kits. Make people support kids instead of the people who rape them. 12:28:26
  • Stand up for individual women & minorities being THE ONLY ONES as AUTONOMOUS humans who get to negotiate who they fuck & under what terms. 12:30:38
  • Insist on solving REAL CRIMES, not inventing more & wasting resources on them. Less than half reported rapes even result in an ARREST. 12:34:13
  • The anti-sex work crowd is a bunch of fanatical lying terrorists. You should be fucking ashamed of yourselves. Get your priorities straight. 12:38:12
  • On a lighter note, it took me no time at all to solve "craven" in the dictionary app's hangman game. 12:46:55
  • It makes a billion times more sense to fight against & equate marriage with sex slavery than prostitution with sex slavery. 12:53:18
  • There should be instant lifelong restraining orders preventing sex abusers from living within 100 miles of their victims. 13:11:16
  • YOU move. YOU stay away from the family reunion. YOU lose connections. YOU lose freedom. Instead of survivors constantly having to. 13:12:59
  • Clean hair is overrated. Just washed my hair for the first time in two weeks last night, and it's just a frizzy waste of my time. #GoBald 13:45:10
  • Instead we have folks championing laws requiring sex workers to register as SEX OFFENDERS for saying no to unpaid sex, @tastytrixie {{sigh}} in reply to tastytrixie 13:57:08
  • This really happened in Louisiana and they've been talking about it here in Washington state. #decriminalize #sexwork FIGHT REAL CRIMES! 13:58:46
  • I need to eat some lunch and stop talking to myself on twitter. 13:59:29
  • @chrisorourke I've been censoring myself more & capturing things via Evernote instead of posting them here & on FB. Not today, but yeah. 😉 in reply to chrisorourke 14:05:12
  • Yes – it is the right look for you, @Big_Darth ! I don't think I can give up my femme potential until we pay off our debts though. in reply to Big_Darth 14:06:35
  • RT @chrisorourke: @tastytrixie get out of my head! lol I do find the hybrid of "journaling" the things that I want to say that don't solve … 14:08:28
  • I'm not capable of dressing myself. Red velvet poncho with fringe, acid-washed jeggings & dirty-white expired no-name walking shoes? OK? 14:31:13
  • Yay for the @twitter mute function! I love porn, but I don't want my timeline to be a hardcore picpost of in-your-face plumbing shots. 14:36:58
  • One of my fave movies, Enchanted April (streaming on @netflix ), & 3 kinds of taco meat are the medicine. 15:51:19
  • RT @DeliaTS: On cam for a few hours today/tonight! http://t.co/UcxIl8VaJk 16:04:17
  • It's hard for me to believe lemon custard ice cream is so fattening. The soft yellow color seems so feather-light! 16:30:36
  • @MJosephSheppard thanks for pointing out in your own especially twisted wingnut ways how common the practice is, fucktard. in reply to MJosephSheppard 17:09:49
  • You should be at home opening my fur curtains with your tongue, @DeliaTS …T-cart asked about you today. in reply to DeliaTS 17:28:33
  • There are many things I hate about Amazon's cloud player, but the super-long samples aren't one of them. #ModernJazzQuartet #NatureBoy 18:53:27
  • Thank you, @Big_Darth ! I've been talking about it for years. You're one of the few people to respond to the idea positively. in reply to Big_Darth 22:45:39
  • RT @aquariumguns: Seen in the Neighborhood Part 2: http://t.co/MilUkbtjMg 23:27:41

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