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  • RT @AmberLily: Question for my Southern California peeps: Which are your fave strip clubs in LA, Orange & San Bernardino Counties? Reply or… 06:14:04
  • I get so shy & so wet at the same time when I watch videos of me with younger men: looking up at me, doing what I say, moaning & twitching. 08:27:58
  • Would I feel shyer & wetter if they were younger women? Maybe. But guys actually seem a lot more vulnerable & exposed in my situations. 08:33:37
  • That combination of uncertainty (fear? vulnerability? self-consciousness?) & highly visible & audible arousal makes me SO excited. #amateurs 08:35:36
  • So fucking horny imagining @DeliaTS at home alone watching these videos. 08:48:40
  • I mostly *love* riding buses to Seattle, but right now feel like I'm getting carbon monoxide poisoning. 10:48:49
  • Yes, I'm the old-fashioned cunt who'll confront you when you get into my peaceful space on the ferry to make it your phone booth/office. 11:57:08
  • I'd like to teach the world to sing. And also jam your stupid fucking phones up most of your stupid fucking asses. Look around, dumb fucks! 11:59:47
  • When I'm cranky like this it often means I need to get laid. And I really REALLY do. Which is why I made the trek to Seattle today. 14:29:23
  • Hmmmm … maybe unemployment is what I'm really looking for in a boyfriend. Wait – I tried that twice & it wasn't actually more convenient. 14:32:33
  • So this is shaping up to be the stupidest night I ever woke up at 6 in the morning for, thinking it was going to be fucking AWESOME. 17:21:13
  • Usually I sleep in until at least eight for this kind of disappointment. 17:23:03
  • #nearsighted near my self #atarmslength https://t.co/pK2JOWHUxR 18:09:22
  • It shouldn't be this way, but man I give guys so many points when they're down to fuck bloody pussy. #PleasantSurprises 19:03:00

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  • Full day of learning, interacting & sheer awesomeness ahead!!

    But what I want is one-on-one cuddling & fucking & to go back to sleep. 09:19:09

  • When one of your heroes tells you, in the flesh, that you are a prickly bitch, you take it as a compliment. 16:43:26
  • When your hero who is a storyteller reads something you wrote & says "this is good shit" & that you owe her more of it: rewrite priorities. 16:46:38
  • There's a huge migraine crawling up my neck and over the top and around the sides of my head to split my forehead & crush my eyeballs. 17:43:17
  • I love @DeliaTS so much. She hardly ever cries; when she did tonight I was reminded I'm loved all the way down to the core of the earth. 21:38:03

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  • Going to learn from a major major MAJOR shero & inspiration this weekend. 00:48:26
  • Totally hopped up on come-down from caffeine earlier. When it wears off, I get insane & super obnoxious & hyper. 16:39:51
  • RT @DeliaTS: Give this 5 star babe some lovin'! http://t.co/sSLdzxbcFM https://t.co/SipWzSKVo1 20:41:16
  • Things that made me aroused tonight: incredibly warm chubby lesbian hugs, and a texted screenshot of a ferry schedule. 21:28:15

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  • The range of maturity & sophistication in people 21-23 years old is so stunningly beautifully WIDE. Impressively diverse, they are. 01:00:40
  • Rescheduling panty guy for today was a good idea. 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 20:02:11
  • Awwww! Just found out it was his first time being with a woman while he was wearing panties. And I have it recorded! #firsts #homemadeporn 20:33:23
  • Guys are just so much more charming with their pants around their ankles, wearing panties … their heavy golden-haired balls hanging out. 20:48:33
  • OMG I totally want to. But just … you and me in bed mowing down on food & watching tv: your fave Buffy eps? Yes. https://t.co/avlw86tk22 23:10:21

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  • Fun, exciting, interesting, productive things planned! But mostly I just feel like going back to sleep & hiding for a long long time. 09:15:55
  • Mmmmm . . . English Breakfast tasting like creamy blueberries bursting in my mouth. This is really all the stimulation I desire right now. 09:29:09
  • My problem is simply too much dreaming.

    Seriously, I don't get enough deep restful sleep. AND have to wake up ashamed of my dream actions. 12:13:02

  • Simple, fun, hot panty-wearing slut boy to come over & be shot tonight. Instead I want to cancel because too tired to clean house. Or smile. 12:22:40
  • Calling @DeliaTS for a pep talk. One of the only times she expresses exasperation with me is when I pass up stunt cock cultivation opps. 12:25:56
  • Seriously, @AliceSkary? Haha YES, seriously! LOL – I've never heard of anybody having an EASY time of it, unless generic no-face sex shoots. in reply to AliceSkary 13:00:43
  • The bigger problem is I have so little energy to interact with people, though @AliceSkary … plus where we live makes it an ordeal. in reply to tastytrixie 13:10:17
  • And then the bigger problem on top of all that is that I just want to fuck … WITHOUT cameras. Because I just. Need. TO FUCK. 13:10:48
  • To be fair we do have a lineup of ready & willing people…it's just more complicated than it sounds to do it with authenticity when hermit. 13:17:41
  • Honestly what I've been shooting is going to be put together more around the *process* of making homemade porn w/dudes than as "porn". 13:18:37
  • I wish I would just shut up. 13:21:48
  • The only thing I feel like I have energy for today is throwing & breaking things. It's weird. I don't know what's wrong with me. 14:16:49
  • (I probably *do* know at least part of what's wrong with me: white rice, deep fried chicken, and half a bag of candied ginger last night) 14:20:40
  • RT @DeliaTS: Logging in to cam in a few. Join me for a little afternoon delight! 😉 http://t.co/I7SY7GNKiZ 14:28:54
  • Grateful for balayage making blonde easier, for hearing Talking Heads at bank, & learning I shouldn't put two penises in my vag at once. 15:42:50
  • Fuuuuucking hell. The last / latest ferry out of our town back to the island of never-sailing sailors is 8:30. I Iove/hate where we live. 16:24:44
  • Really glad I had dinner with a woman I like instead of meeting up with panty stud. 22:06:16
  • This woman I like is 60. I've been crushing on her since November. 22:16:53
  • RT @AmberLily: May is #MasturbationMonth so I'm celebrating with Bribes for 5's ALL MONTH LONG! http://t.co/z56iFkaA1v http://t.co/RAbxUclZ… 22:53:48

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  • #spring #nofilter https://t.co/at0zyuqhaO 14:40:48
  • Happy I feel more than 1 way at a time about people I love! #curious #nostalgia #aroused #jealous #compersion #gratitude #loss #pride #free 17:01:05
  • There is no feeling in the world of humans that is inherently unhealthy. Not a single one. All the feelings are good… & have shadow sides. 17:03:54
  • I don't actually feel jealous or bad at all re: potential @DeliaTS, Taurus & Mermaid 3way. I do sorta wish I could watch, though. Invisibly! 17:19:24
  • Mostly I feel like it's none of my business, so I hope none of them read these tweets. Which didn't start out as messages, but became. Gah! 17:28:32
  • ::sigh:: Why do so many of us have to be such needy bottoms? And why are so many of the tops so fucking stupid & boring about it? 20:57:08
  • Times like these I definitely do not envy the people born with penises. 20:58:18
  • If I didn't make myself feel so shitty about feeling shitty, I'd probably feel better. 22:32:45
  • Accomplished today: didn't go to McDonald's. Went for walk/run. Ignored texts. Pretended to self I want to see people I like. Don't really. 22:33:48
  • Oh yeah, I did take a shower and wash my asshole. I even washed my hair. For the first time in six days. #butIdontwantantidepressants 22:35:38
  • I even set a timer: for 1 hour & 1 minute I wouldn't feel shitty about doing nothing. COULDN'T MAKE IT. 39 minutes left. Looking for benzos. 22:38:51

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