Daily Trixie

• 09:45 Trying to decide if my desire to email Susannah Breslin in a semi-huff is just PMS or for "real". Shouldn’t have read Reverse CG 1st thing. #
• 12:01 What do you know? I ate breakfast, started another Japanese mystery, and went back to sleep for awhile. It’s noon, now, and I’m ON! #
• 12:11 Scribbling down notes on an idea. Do you know how tall my piles of "idea" notes are? It’s . . . I don’t know what it is. Sort of sad. #
• 13:59 Enough note-scribbling for now. Going to have some lunch (or at least stand in kitchen wishing I didn’t have to cook something myself). #
• 14:15 It’s February, still winter, yet it’s a sunny doors & windows open day here in Western Washington. Fresh fucking air = awesome. #
• 14:23 Going to wait until Delia comes home to eat lunch; maybe we can have a picnic outside or just eat on the deck. #
• 15:02 Upper left eyelid and lower right lid twitching/spazzing out. It’s fun to watch in the mirror, and kind of tickles. #
• 16:14 Mmmmm . . . ate sushi on our deck in the sunshine. Seventh Heaven! #
• 16:43 Setting up to do a little vlogging about Reverse Cowgirl’s pet "project", working girls & their stories, & her responses to criticism of it. #
• 01:33 I need to go to sleep now; will finish uploading videos of me ranting about the reverse cowgirl thing tomorrow. #

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• 09:10 So sick of waiting I took a preg test; negative of course. I’m going to just stay in bed until my period comes. Seriously tired of this. #
• 09:47 Trying to decide how decadent I’ll be with my breakfast beverage. Not having alcohol limits that, but there IS Green & Black cocoa . . . #
• 11:43 Just absorbed some much-needed Vitamin D in our sunny parlor. #
• 11:58 It’s that special time of day where I spend solitary time on the throne with a good book (Geek Love). #
• 14:02 Just wrote a long ass email to my mom who thinks we should come out & do her yard work. Being practical isn’t something she comprehends. #
• 14:03 What I mean to say is that I feel like drowning myself in a vat of mashed potatoes salted with my own tears (plus plenty of gravy). #
• 14:09 The voice of PMS inside me says, "someone hand me a chicken because I want to kill something with my bare hands." Would go with mashers. #
• 15:20 I am not going to (finally) install our new video editing software. One of my cams will be down in the process. #
• 15:21 Oh right. Now I remember why I didn’t already do this. My fucking cd/dvd drive on this machine is broken. Awesome. #
• 17:11 Score! While cleaning found 2 important things I was ripping hair out to locate. Still installing software using lengthy roundabout method. #
• 17:12 One of the things? All the info from the fertility clinic. Need to read thoroughly and try not to hyperventilate over possibilities. #
• 17:59 Why I think CNN is worse than porn: links to videos on their sites like this one: "See the scene of the body’s discovery". #
• 18:00 Only to outdo themselves with the scintillating, "Watch video of cattle being mistreated »". So what’s wrong with porn again? I forget. #
• 19:18 Captured BJ video (twice, due to ignorance on my part) and started checking out the cheesy effects that come with Pinnacle. Getting hungry. #
• 19:48 It took me 2 minutes after finishing _Geek Love_ to start bawling. #
• 23:09 Had dinner, dark chocolate, Curb Your Enthusiasm and a massively hysterical fit of laughter over something that sounded like feces. #
• 23:29 I’m developing a weird fondness for royalty free music; it’s an interesting genre — I think it’s magnificent. #
• 00:53 Made a little horn-tooting blog post here: tinyurl.com/3349×8 Bed/booktime now? #
• 01:05 DAMMIT! I think I wrote "false duality" in yesterday’s blog entry when I meant "false DICHOTOMY". Fuck me. I’ll fix it tomorrow. #

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• 10:53 Went through my junk email since November; rescued about five REAL emails. Now time for breakfast after very vivid dreams last night. #
• 12:22 Just called poison control to ask if I should be worried about moldy apple I ate (attributed taste to patchouli on wrists ’til asked Delia). #
• 12:24 Answer: fruit molds not dangerous unless allergic. Now I need to get ready for my show. #
• 14:59 Had a pleasant show & lovely soup lunch. Now I am *sleepy*, but want to do a little blogging or writing for members-only area. #
• 16:25 I just peed on one of the ties on my robe. And not to be sexy, either. #
• 16:47 Root for the porno we were in, The Bi Apple, to win an award! tinyurl.com/2s5un3 #
• 16:52 I’ve got another show happening in an hour so I’m grabbing a snack and figuring out what to wear. #
• 19:18 Oh great god Graaaaaaaaaavity, do you really want to keep pushing me down, down, down? So . . . . heavy . . . . taaaaaaaard. #
• 22:12 I’m going to go and fiddle with my keyboard and recording software; hope that it’s magically not such a resource hog as last time I tried. #
• 00:27 I need to go to bed or something. May my period start soon so we can start the whole cycle of trying to conceive. Again. *Yawn* #

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• 10:49 Posted in a drama thread first thing this morning. Lord grant me the serenity to avoid going back to that thread ever again. #
• 13:04 Going to go to the bank and also get some exercise. I wish that exercise could be bought in a store and, like, downloaded to my body. #
• 13:34 So much for exercising outside; it’s raining & believe it or not, I don’t own a waterproof jacket. Hate work enough without being miserable. #
• 15:18 Going to have some lunch after my GRUELING DDR workout ;)~ #
• 18:32 Took a hot mint-scented shower, am lotioning up my body now on spycam. Prepping to shoot a simple (but tasty) homemade porn video. #
• 19:47 It’s "funny" when people who own or work for programs with rape roleplay sites start attacking other porn people’s ethics. FUNNY (groan). #
• 21:06 Guess what I just did! SHORT VIDEO: tinyurl.com/2r9kr6 #
• 21:11 And now I’m totally going to eat spaghetti with a load of cum all over my face. WITH SAUSAGE! Just creaming the red sauce, you see . . . #

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• 10:49 The whole RedRoseStories obscenity prosecution continues to fascinate/bother the fuck out of me: tinyurl.com/3bpoq2 #
• 10:50 Do you know how funny it is to wake up without an alarm clock EXACTLY eight hours after you went to sleep? I do! #
• 11:01 Aw!!! My girlfriend just gave me the COOLEST Valentine card and treats. XOXO everyone! #
• 14:41 Morning PMS treatment included 40 minutes of stretching, self-massage w/yoga balls, & reading Geek Love. Next phase: chili & Curb Enthusiasm #
• 14:44 Adding vicesquad.blogspot.com/ to sidebar. Body prepping for a nice bowel movement in spite of last night’s Pepto. #
• 16:23 Going to take a hot bath and perhaps shave my puddy ‘tat. (isn’t it gross that I just said that?) #
• 17:35 Sigh. Was just chatting with a member when our cams on one site went down. Makes me want to poop for second time today. #
• 20:40 Had a nice talk with my wanker while I looked through porn industry mags; got very aroused by a pic of puffy nipple; hope to fuck soon. #
• 21:33 Stubble & cum are NOT a good mix. Especially when you add the toasty residual effects of a chili lunch. Still, felt REALLY good. #
• 22:09 Going to try to get to sleep early (like, around midnight). One episode of Curb, one episode of Arrested Devt. & some Geek Love. #

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• 15:47 Just got home. Very sleepy. Checking mail, both paper & digital. #
• 15:49 Jesus fucking Christ. I am sick to death of people who sign up to promote our sites & don’t bother to read their email for promo password. #
• 16:19 Wow. I’m really glad we had a night off because I’m clearly really stressed out. Not home 30 minutes & already feel anxious & overwhelmed. #
• 16:59 My apologies, I just realized my bad mood is probably just a symptom of PMS. TWEET for PMS! #
• 17:54 I know what will make me feel better: tea, dark choc peanut-butter cups, hot water bottle, bed, twin peaks on tv & watching dusk. #
• 22:23 Nice. Am. Idol ploy to force us to watch live or go 2 website strikes again cutting off final minutes on DVR. Black girl better have made it #
• 23:46 Working on a blog entry I will probably never post. #

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• 10:33 Last thing someone said in my dream b4 I woke up: "let’s switch to the other hand now and practice your ambidexterity." #
• 11:05 Jose’s latest: "hello bitch, i see u want fucked by me as your internet husband. but the problem here is bitch ur fucking whit another men." #
• 13:12 Blog entry with Valentiney not-yet-porn pics involving legwarmers: tinyurl.com/2l4us6 #
• 14:28 I *so* wish I could post a blog entry before we leave about the google alert I just got re: the intersection of BloodyTrixie.com & Britney. #
• 14:47 Just wrote back to chick at Penthouse Forum UK; I’m sure I have *someone* to thank for that. Hope sight of my site doesn’t disappoint. #
• 14:48 Members-only update posted. We are late leaving so I’m going to go. Be back home tomorrow/about thirty hours from now! #

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• 11:56 Sigh. I really need to post an update for members, but something is "weighing" on me, making me not want to share recent pictures. Chin Xs 2 #
• 13:14 Just mailed out as many last-minute Valentines as I could. Less than ten was all I could muster, but I know they’ll make a few people happy. #
• 13:16 If I could have easily located more addresses, perhaps I’d have managed to send more. Why is life so disorganized? #
• 13:59 In searching for unique cards, I found my way to Deviantart again; LOVE that site. #
• 14:59 Now = is as good a time as any for "breakfast". Maybe better, because waiting this long puts more emphasis on the "fast" part of the word. #
• 16:16 Enjoying surfing for octopus tattoo pics, getting ideas in case I ever do that in the future. Plus, they’re awesome & I just like to look. #
• 19:56 Deleting a bunch of unpleasant-looking pics of me in prep to post a gallery tonight. Delia almost done w/show, then DINNER! #

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• 09:52 I stayed up "too" late so right now I’m only awake for my middle-of-the-"night" pee. #
• 10:18 Okay, so maybe I’ll have a little middle-of-the-"night" snack and tea and Mickey Spillane. Why not?? #
• 12:19 Oops. Stayed awake reading Sellevision (not great, but with has some major redeeming qualities). What to do now on too-little sleep? #
• 14:06 I guess it’s time to eat something. And figure out whether to catch up on sleep or get stuff accomplished. One might help the other. #
• 14:57 How the precinct caucus got my juices flowing: tinyurl.com/2javb2 #
• 01:51 Amy W., Tina & Beyonce only good things about Grammies. Well, & the pickin’ ticks performance did actually have real guitar playing. #
• 01:52 BTW, I am very confused about what day it is, what I’m doing, which planet I’m on, etc. Not enough sleep, too much . . . ummm, other stuff. #

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• 11:50 Not much time to eat and squeeze out a morning poop before the precinct caucus. Steeling myself to be annoyed by Kucinich dildos. #
• 12:13 Eating my luna bar, some decaf English breakfast, & pondering whether to tweet about the gross specifics of my poop. Hard to restrain self. #
• 12:27 My hair feels soft/silky. I suppose I need to get dressed now. The air outside will no doubt destroy soft/silkiness. LIFE in the fast lane! #
• 15:11 Sweet! Unless some disorganized Dems wreck it, I’ll be going to the county convention, bitches! GO OBAMA! #
• 15:30 Been plotting my "Trixie the Delegate" costume(s). It’s lunch time; have to get ready for show #1 after that. #
• 17:24 Wiggling into corselette/open-bottom girdle for my show. Considering masturbating FIRST, chatting LATER. #
• 19:54 Had a pleasant show & good orgasm. Now annoyed with Victoria’s Secret wishlist limitations. Wouldn’t use but for popularity amongst fans. #
• 20:02 SHIT. I totally forgot to record a "teaser" for my Rude show. HATE those teasers; good idea, but wish I could upload a recorded clip. #
• 20:33 Just sent a Valentine to my Sugar Daddies: tinyurl.com/35mn2k #
• 00:03 Watching that air guitar documentary; makes me want to make a porno about an air guitar groupie w/beautiful AG performances & sex. #
• 00:12 I would also like to make a porno called rochamho that follows a horny person through a rock-paper-scissors tournament. #
• 01:43 Why am I still awake? #
• 02:06 Well, as long as I’m *awake* I might as well mock up yet another basic design for Trixie.com. Why do I have so much shit to do? #
• 03:11 In my waking dream I am downloading typography wisdom & knowledge directly into my brain. #

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